May 12th, 2005
|05:46 pm - It's been forever!!|
1) Starting time: 9:50pm
2) Full name: Ashley Jennifer Dana Payne
3) Nicknames: Payner
4) School: I went to Kenner.
5) Email: email@example.com
6) Eyes: blue
7) Height: 5'3"
8) Siblings: 2 sisters
9) Ever been kissed: yes
10) Have you cheated or been cheated on? yes both ways.
11) Ever missed school because it was raining? YES!!!
12) Ever faked sick? I always did.
13) Kept a secret from everybody: YUP YUP
14) Had an imaginary friend? Duh didnt every1
15) Wanted to hook up with a friend? Yeah
16) Cried during a Flick? yes
17) Who is your "star crush"? Eminem
18) Ever thought of animated characters as hot? um...no
19) Drink: Lipton ice tea
20) Food: Sea Food
21) Restaurant: Anywhere with shrimp
22) Shampoo: Head and shoulders
23) Color: Blue
24) Summer/Winter? SUMMER@@
25) Online: I dont really search the web.
26) Lace, silk or satin? Satin
27) Like anyone: Nope guys suck.
28) Who have you known the longest out of your friends: Allison Rye
29) Whos the loudest? Kyle Bird
30) Who's the shyest? Lesley Armstrong
31) Who do you go to for advice? Use to be Jess but never trust her ever.
32) Who do you get along with? Katherine.
---------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU------------
33) Cried: Alittle bit
34) Been mean: VERY
36) Been sarcastic: No...o well now i have
37) Been Yelled at: yep
38) Talked to someone you have a crush on? nope
39) Kissed someone? no
40) Hugged someone: yes
41) Done sex things without sex: YES!!! HINT HINT matt!!!!
42) Fucked Someone: Me and matt dont fuck me make love!
42) Wished upon a star?: No
43) Laughed until you've cried: Yes
50) Played Truth or Dare: Yes on Monday!
51) Watched a sunrise/sunset: YEP Monday as well.
52) Are you happy? Not today Matt went back to jail and I feel depressed:(
53) Are you talking to someone online? Nope everyone on my msn arent worht talking to today.
-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN.......------------
55) Love: yeah
56) The Closet Monster: Depends on the closet
57) Heaven/hell: no
58) Superstition? no
59) Glass half empty or half full: it was half full but then i got thirsty
60) Who named you? my parents
61) Favorite quote: I aint no tease I'm just a reminder of what you cant have.
62) What was the last thing that you said when u were online?Bye gramma
63) What is right next to you? The salt shaker
64) What is your computer desk made of? what kind of question is that its wood
65) What was the last thing that you did? Ate a granny smith apple.
66) Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? kansas j/k oklahoma j/k the carribean
67) Where do you want your wedding? Somehwere hot!
68) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?MATT!
69) How's the weather? a lil chilly
70) What did you do last nite? Nothing.
71) Thing that you find attractive about the opposite sex? They have to have nice theeth and a good sence of humour.
72) How do YOU eat an Oreo? i put it in my mouth and chew very carefully
73) All time favorite TV show: The younge and the restless
74) Dream vehicle? PORSCH
75) What do you want to be when you get older? A good mom!
76) Favorite music: RAP and R&B
77) Favorite band? Green Day
80) Favorite days of the week: Fridays
81) Animal: Sasha
83) If you could change your name, what would it be? I like my name I just hate how everyone has the same name.
84) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?No I sleep with my daughter Abigail.
85) The most stupidest thing you have ever done: o can i only pick 1?
86) First Son's name? Dont have one but when if i have one i am gonna name him nicolas.
87) Husband/ Wife name? Matthew Bryan
88) First daughter? Abigail
90) You like scary or funny movies better? SCARY!
91) On the phone or in person? In Person
92) Lust or Love: Both can b good
93) If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? Whats wrong with me now?
94) Where were you born? Peterborough Ontario
95) Do you have pets? nope
96) Who sent this to you? got it from LJ
97) What do you think about this person? I dont like this LJ character
98) Your favorite songs? Good Riddance by Green Day
99) Do you want your friends to do this survey? yeah cuz i wanna c if they can be as creative as me
100) Time Finished: 9:00pm
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: no music head ache
March 11th, 2005
|08:41 am - PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
You give someone a second chance and they shit on you like you never even mattered. Well Blam-o Fuck everything he lost not me. Watching her grow up to be a beautiful person and watch he graduate and become a younge woman you'll never see it. Drugs and friends dont ever compare. I'm done wasting my time on low life fuckers. I'm gonna find her someone that she can look up to and love. No one is evver gonna hurt my baby.
Last night was lots of fun. someone ruined my day but they didnt ruin my night. I went out with a few of my friends til like 12 last night and I relized life goes on. Tongiht is gonna be the best night of my life me and all my girl-friends are hitting up a party then we are gonna hit up the vibe and theirs a after party with lots of hot boys!! lol HA I got a free ticket to the game comcert jay your the best!!!! VIP may I add. Sorry everyone that has to pay for their ticket!!!!!!
Well gotta eat some yummy chicken wings with plum sauce!!!
Current Mood: flirty
Current Music: jLo get it right
January 21st, 2005
|10:40 pm - BLAM_O|
YOU GUYS ALL SUCK. NO ONE TALKS ON HERE ANYMORE GET WITH THE PROGRAM
HE HE HE
November 30th, 2004
|07:06 pm - I FINALLY HAD MY BABY!!!!!|
I HAD MY BABY NOVEMBER 24TH AT 4:10AM. SHE WAS 7 POUNDS 13 OUNCES. SHE IS THE CUTTEST BABY EVER! I NAMED HER ABIGAIL ASHLEIGH ANN PAYNE!!!! I HATED BEING IN THE HOSPITAL THO IT FELT LIKE I WAS LIVING IN HELL THE FOOD WAS HORRIBLE. BUT THE GIRL I ROOMED WITH WAS REALLY NICE!
ABIGAIL HAD HER FIRST DOCTORS APPOINTMENT YESTERDAY AND SHE IS NOW 8 POUNDS 2 OUNCES. SHES SUCH A LITTLE PIGGIE. SHES ALREADY DRINKING 4 OR 5 OUNCES OF MILK ALREADY! sHE JUST LOVES TO KEEP MOMMY UP ALL NIGHT THOUGH! DOESNT IT SOUND FUNNY MOMMY! tHATS ME!!!!!!!
I LOVE BEING A MOMMY! I'VE BEEN A MOMMY FOR 6 DAYS NOW!!!!! I LOVE IT!
Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: NELLY FEAT TIM MCGRAH
November 19th, 2004
|01:52 pm - She's one day over due:(|
Why wont she come out?!?!?!?!!?! Nothing ever goes right for me. She's just like her father. She wants to piss me off. I just wanna see her and I want my body back. I hate being pregnant. It's been 9 months to long. I have been going for like 3 long walks a day so it will speed things up but it seem's like it just an't working. I wonder what else I can do??? Well maybe I need matt to come out of jail to have sex with me for like 10 minutes then go back to jail. That's the only thing I can think of. But then I would have to see his evil face again so that wouldn't work out all that good. I would just wanna beat him up when I seen him so yeah.
I want my gramma to hurry up and get back from work so I can go shopping I have my pay check waiting for me to pick up but I can't get it until she gets home. Things just arent't working out for me latley.
Current Mood: to have my baby
Current Music: Eminem Crazy in love
November 18th, 2004
|04:13 pm - OH MY GOSH WHY WONT SHE COME OUT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!|
It's my due date today. No baby no contractions nothing. Life just isn't fair. I want my baby so bad:( Well I might have her tonight. I am gonna go for another walk tonight. I went for one last night but maybe this time it will work!!!!
Matt's court thing was yesterday and the judge still hasn't sentenced him. I wonder why? He hasn't called me in four days maybe he is finally getting the hint I dont want to talk to him until he becomes normal again. I use to feel bad for him but not anymore. I just dont care anymore. I was talking to his mom today and she told me that matt called her last night flipping out, He wants her to bail him out but the funny thing is everyone knows he needs to be where he is. He probably flippin thinking I am gonna have my baby anyday now and I am gonna be skinny again. Thinking the worst of me like usual. Well guess what? All my attentions gonna be on my baby not going out fucking guys.
Well I'm sorry he feels that way about me. I am gonna try to be the best mom out there! I am gonna do everything for my baby! She's number one! I don't want another boyfriend for a very long time. They are just a waste of time right now. I just haven't found the right one but he will come sometime.
Well I hope to have lil Abigail tonight! I don't care about how much pain there's gonna be I just want her to be with me! I wanna show her unconditional love for a life time!
Well chow everyone! Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: I want my baby!!!!
Current Music: Twinkle twinkle little star!!!! ha ha
November 17th, 2004
|01:01 pm - Well everyone I think i'm gonna pop|
I've been up since 5:30am I lost my mucus plug and now alls I have to do is wait patiently for my contractions to start. Well I have been getting few but their not constant. This feels like it is taking forever. Today has been the longest day ever.
Matts court thing was today I wonder how long he has. I wish the best of luck for him. But alls I care about now is my baby and myself! I just want to hold her and show her so much love. I am going to name my baby Abigail Ashleigh Ann payne. Name her after me and my mom.
I have been getting alot of nice gift from people latley. Lesley got me a baby shall hand made and a little cute knitted teddy bear it is sooooo cute! I love getting baby stuff it just maked me want my baby even more!
Well I probably wont be on here that often anymore cuz I am gonna be a mommy and have no time for the computer!
Wish me luck everyone!
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: something happy!
November 11th, 2004
001) What time are you starting this? 8:02pm
002) Name? Ashley
003) Date of birth?: September 7th 1986
004) Sex?: Female.
005) Height?: 5 foot 2
006) Eye color?: blue
007) Weight?: 128 pounds only because i am pregnant
008) Location?: Peterborough
012) Do you have crush on someone?: Yes, hes the cuttest guy ever and he has the cuttest bum!
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: yes
014) If so, what is their name: Matthew Bryan
015) How long have you been together?: On and off for 4 years!
016) What are you wearing right now?: Blue trck pants a matts t shirt!
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: yes!
019) Are you a virgin?: I dont think so.............
020) Do you smoke?: yes
021) Do you drink?: yes
022) Are you ghetto?: No matt is!!!!!
023) Are you a player?: No I just like to play head games!
024) What are your favorite colors?: blue, pink, lime green
025) What is your favorite animal?: My dog Bailey
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: Yes just a tiny one on my ankle
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?Yes by some bitch
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: Yeah sorry jess I was drunk.
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Katherine
031) Have you ever been slapped? yea!
032) Do you get online a lot?: YES!
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: Depends on who I am around
034) Do you shower?: yeah! duh! who don't? eww that is just nasty*
035) Do you hate school?: not totally
036) Do you have a social life?: Not much of one right now I'm pregnant i just hang out with my gramma
037) How easily do you trust people? depends on who they are*
038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: Yes
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: maybe
040) Would you ever sky dive? YEAH!
068) Have you ever been out of state?: nope
069) Do you like to travel?: I dunno never tried it
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?:Yes for coming to school drunk
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown? nope
072) Are you spoiled?: NOT
073) Are you a brat?: No I am the good daughter
074) Have you ever been dumped?: yepp
075) Have you ever gotten high?: yep
077) Do you like Snapple?: the drink yes!
078) Do you drink a lot of water?I dont really like water
079) What toothpaste do you use? Depends on what my mom gets.....
080) Do you have a cell phone? Yes and it never rings
081) Do you have a curfew?: yeah but i never go out.
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: Whatever'
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: I use to wear the rings matt bought me but his gramma has them.
087) What do you have pierced?:My ears
088) What do you want pierced?: nothing
089) Do you like taking pictures?: yeah! a whole lot
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: depends on how I look haha*
091) Do you have a tan?: No I am white as a ghost
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: YES!
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: NOPE I am innocent
095) Do you have your own pool?: No I want one thou*
096) Do you have any siblings?: yea*
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers
098) Have you ever been played?: Yepp I think so
099) Have you ever played anyone?: yes
100) Do you get along with your parents?: yea sometimes*
102) How do you vent your anger?: scream or cry and hit matt
103) Have you ever ran away?:yeah
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: Yes I cry everytime
105) Do you even have a job?: nope
106) Do you daydream a lot?: sometimes
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: Nope
108) Do you run your mouth?: if i'm really hyper!! Haha* or if I just feel like talking
109) What do you want a tattoo of? I dont want one!
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: Nothing
111) What are your favorite flowers?: roses
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: I can't remember I've been with matt for sooo long.
113) What does your most recent crush look like? I only have a crush on Matt
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: um..yea but I always win!
115) When was the last time you bitched some else out?: I can’t member
116) Are you rude?: yeah.. i can be
117) last compliment you received: From some weird pervert guy named matt.
118) Do you like getting dirty? ??
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: outie
120) Are you flexible?: NOPE
121) What is your heritage?: no idea
122) What is your lucky number?: 7
123) What does your hair look like right now?: messy
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: NEVER
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: Matt
126) Describe your looks? Red hair with blond streaks big pregnant belly nice theeth
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: I wouldn't
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: nope
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: Yepp... i am right now
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: 9 months
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: Can't remember
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: NEVER I eat 24/7 almost haha* every chance I get I am usually stuffing my face
136) Do you have one now?: Nope and prolly never will
137) How many rings until you answer the phone? untill the caller id shows who it is haha*
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: nope
139) If yes, when was the last time?: ....
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?:My mommy
141) Do you cry a lot?: well actually yeah..ppl just don't know*
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: shhhh! yeah! I did b4 Haha*
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone? Fuck
145) Are you the romantic type?: why don’t ya ask the boys
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: Yes on my birthday 2 years ago.
147) What do you like most about your body?: my butt* haha
148) What do you like least about your body?: my thighs
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: I like dark brown hair!
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: White and red runners
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: no
154) What about cleavage?: never I dont have boobs
155) Is your best friend a virgin? Yes...
158) What color are your underwear right now? white and pink
159) What theme does your room have?: I dont have a room
what size shoe do you wear? 7
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: none
162) What is your #on ICQ?: I dont have icq
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: yes but I get matt to hide me from everyone*
164) How are you feeling right now?: Tired and ancious
165) When was the last time you were at a party? Like a year ago
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: Yes by the Brandon guy it was awesome!
167) What do you sleep in?: pajama pants and a t-shirt
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Yes
169) What is 2 of your bad qualities?: Smoking and hitting matt when i am mad
170) What is 2 of your good qualities?: friendly and stand up for ya and sometimes I don’t care to be stupid
171) Would you marry for money?: No!
172) What do you drive?: nothing*
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: both but I’m mom’s fav haha*
175) When was the last time you cried in school?: dunno
176) Do you wear Chucks?: what on earth are those?
178) What time are you finishing this? 8:23pm
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: nothing I have a headache
November 9th, 2004
Another quiz thingy. This one is from Devin's journal......
Wow guys, i am really bored adn this is really long
[x] gum: winterfresh
[x] color: blue
[x] restaurant: bamboo gardens
[x] drink: Dr. Pepper
[x] season: late spring
[x] type of weather: warm, sunny, dry
[x] emotion: laughter-emotion
[x] late-night activity: drinking and sleeping
[x] sport: volley ball
[x] city: haven't been anywhere special
[x] store: 1850 if i had money
_____WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU_____
[x] cried: not for ahile I haven't talked to matt thats why....
[x] played a sport:cant remember
[x] laughed: a minute ago
[x] hugged someone: The last time i was with matt
[x] kissed someone: a few weeks ago
[x] felt depressed: earlier today over matt
[x] felt overworked: humm...........
[x] faked sick: 2 years ago when i was in school
[x] lied: today
______WHAT WAS THE LAST_____
[x] word you said: smoke
[x] thing you ate: corn
[x] song you listened to: eminem mosh
[x] thing you drank: Tea
[x] place you went to: grammas
[x] movie you saw: unbreakable
[x] movie you rented: some oldie
_____WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU_____
[x] hugged: Matt
[x] cried over: matt
[x] danced with: myself....no, not in the dirty way...
[x] shared a secret with: My mom
[x] called: Katherine
[x] went to a movie with: Jessica and her boyfriend chris
[x] saw: my mom
[x] were angry with: My lil bitch sister
_____HAVE YOU EVER_____
[x] danced in the rain: yes when i was little
[x] kissed someone: yes and i want to kiss him again!
[x] done drugs: yes and never again there a waste of your time.
[x] drank alcohol: yes and i miss it!
[x] slept around: nope
[x] partied 'til the sun came up: yup
[x] had a movie marathon: love e'm
[x] gone too far on a date: Maybe
[x] spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes, great fun
[x] taken a survey quite like this before: yeah
[x] name: Ashley Payne
[x] gender: girl
[x] martial status: single
[x] occupation: being pregnant
[x] i'm feeling: tired
[x] i'm listening to: nothing
[x] i'm doing: nothing
[x] i'm talking to: Beav
[x] i'm craving: ice cream
[x] i'm thinking of:why matt ruined such a perfect relationship
[x] i'm hating: being pregnant it was fun but now i just want to hold my baby!
[x] love is: awesome when you have someone to love you back
[x] my first love: is matt and its my only love
[x] my current date: november 9th
[x] love or lust: both
[x] best love song: Your Song
[x] turn ons: Smile, eyes, body
[x] do my parent's opinion on my significant other matter to me: sometimes
[x] what kinda hairstyle am i into: nice and short with alittle bit of hair on the top!
[x] what is the sweetest thing someone can do for me: Give me a back massage and tickle me for hours
[x] where do i go to meet new people: I dunno
[x] am i the type of person to holler and ask for numbers: no
[x] how am i today: tired
[x] what pants am i wearing right now?: The black pants matt bought for me!
[x] what shirt am i wearing right now: grey shirt
[x] what does my hair look like at the moment: up in a pony
[x] what song am i listening to right now: none
[x] how is the weather right now: chilly
[x] what time is it:9:35pm
_____MORE ABOUT ME!_____
[x] what are the last four digits of my phone number: 3155
[x] if i were a crayon, what color would i be: tickle-me pink
[x] have i ever almost died: dont think so
[x] what's the next cd i'm going to buy: I dont but cd's
[x] what's the best advice ever given to me: "always believe in yourself"
[x] what's the stupidest thing i've ever done: too many to count
[x] if i could change one thing about myself what would it be: I wouldn't
[x] where do i shop the most:Kents Variety Bingo tickets
[x] how many kids do i want to have: I have one on the way!
[x] shampoo: herbal essences
[x] what am i most scared of: Not being a good mom
[x] how many tv's do i have in my house: 3
[x] do i have my own tv:yes!
[x] do i have my own phone line: no, but i have a cell
[x] do i sleep with a stuffed animal: yes matt bought be a big teddy for valintines day!
[x] have i ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: nope
[x] who do i dream about: being rich and famous with eminem
[x] who do i tell my dreams to: usually matt but we dont talk anymore
[x] who's the loudest friend i have: Katherine when shes drunk
[x] who's the quietest friend i have: Lesley
[x] is cheerleading a sport: yeah
_____ME AND LOVE_____
[x] do i have a significant other?: not until he gets better
[x] do i have a crush: yes
[x] where do you want to go on your honeymoon: somewhere warm
[x] do i find myself ugly: nope
[x] do others find you attractive: Hopefully!